Thursday, October 16, 2008

number four: choreography, gay besties, and french tests

talked to les today! he saw what little i have choreographed and says he loves it! and he wants it to be performed at the end of year show(in like june). and then guest it for emerging chor. next year! super duper! rehearsal was ok. i got the stuff from heather to put metal in my shanks so that should help with the dying pointe shoe problem. so that's nice. anyway that's pretty much all. oh! i took my french spoken test today and got a 95 plus extra cred for doing it twice to help out jessica cuz her partner ditched her. so that's good too. so now dave and i are writing some researchy papers. yumm. i am also lacking a gay guy bestie to gab with. i miss that you know? but drew comes next week. yaysies!
that probably seems weird to most people... but thats ok.
adios! oh i should say a bientot! because thats one of two things i mispronounced during my test. haha

Monday, October 13, 2008

number three: all too excited

so things are shaping up. i say that only because i'm incredibly happy and optimistic right now. wanna know why? i thought so.
i am on an artistic high. i recently decided to choreograph a piece to some nick drake songs. three movements. movement one: parasite (ah that song gives me chills it kicks butt so much). movement two: river man (well half of it. a 4 minute pas de deux might be a little much). movement three: day is done. ah i can't wait. my mind is constantly buzzing with ideas. too freaking awesome.
i'm not sure if it will ever be performed. i could come back to les' next year and do it for emerging choreographers at festival. which would be super sick. but i would want to have it done this year! heather has already been signed on for emerging. hm. i back her all the way but my idea is so much cooler than hers! given it will be a really depressing kind of piece. but it will rock due to the hella music. any how. that's why i'm happy. artistic highs are nice. but then they kinda fade and you're like "well that was a lame idea anyway." so listen to the songs and tell me if you think its a good one! due to extreme excitement i can't tell for sure.
well stay cool kids... or aaron rather. practicaly the only person who reads this. haha

love

Friday, October 3, 2008

number two: math overload. commense brain funcionality shutdown in 5, 4, 3...

so here's my life right now:
monday, wednesday, friday- wake up and do 2 lessons of algebra two and 2 lessons of geometry. try to squeeze in homework. try to squeeze in time for boyfriend. go to dance. work my butt off. come home. eat dinner. pass out while reading history.
tuesday, thursday-wake up freaking out that i will be late(even though i won't. for some reason i wake up most days at like 4:30 or 5 and jump out of bed thinking i'm late for who-knows-what). get ready to go to class. be pissed off that i still don't have my own car so i have to be dropped off by my mom. go to french class. eat lunch and read history and worry. go to history class. come home. eat a snack and go to rehearsal at 3. rehearse from 3-5. have class from 5-7. rehearse from 7-8:30. come home and eat dinner. pass out reading history.

for some reason it is a lot but it doesn't look like it when i write it down here. i'm trying to do so much this year yet i still need more time to do more things. i am so exausted by math for somereason. and i just feel inadequate. how the heck am i going to go to college next year? no way i'm going to stay at TCC. i hate it there. well its not so bad. but i wish i could go to a real college. i want to get my life started. i want to go to college somewhere and work really hard and do really well! and i want to have a job. a real, steady income, legit job. babysitting is such a fake job. and since i'm sort of being catapulted into the real world a year or so early, it feels like such a little girl job. it's not even a job. wow, could i say the word job more? job job job.

which reminds me. i need to buy a car. and i'm really excited about it. there is a 93 VW cabriolet i'm really interested in on craigslist. i have to talk to daddy about it. eep! since i'm buying it with mostly my money. mean while, my friend's parents just bought here an 09 honda civic. brand spankin new. i probably shouldn't express my opinions on that one.. i love her to death though. sad thing when reality hits her as hard as it will.

ha well i have to go do more geometry. surprise.
oh! david is taking me on a date tonight for our 10 month anniversary. he totally surprised me! i'm so excited. and giggly.
love, d

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

number one: an introduction

so this is my blog. i haven't had one in a long time. probably not since the great days of xanga. so that's exciting.
fyi, i won't use complete sentences all the time and i won't use correct capitalization. i figure that as long as i know how to use it properly elsewhere, it's unnecessary here.
as for the title of my blogger: its a nickname i'm very fond of. my late uncle scott called me di-lou since i can remember. i love and miss you very much uncle scott.
that's all for right now. un-exciting, i know. just trying to get it started.
only always,
diana